oh god please let just one thing go right please why can’t anything go right?
why must everything be so damn hard?
why can’t the universe be kind just this once?
i’m so tired and i’m trying so hard to keep it together
and every time i tell myself i refuse to give up i refuse to give in
something else horrible happens
like the world is punishing me for my defiance
when all along the right choice is just to quit
someday this blog will be my record, my proof
let the record show: i tried i tried so damn hard and the world did not approve